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Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song...

It's really a mystery to me that, after all these years, I still love the same person I have loved seven years ago. People are baffled, my friends are envious and our parents are just trying to figure out when we will be tying the knot.  How many people are still together after seven long years of engagement? People tell me that this kind of relationship would only end up in two things: break-up, because we are so fed up with each other (harhar!), and marriage.

I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high
So won't you try to come ...

Us is not an ordinary relationship. He just got bruised with his first heartbreak, and I just had a big realization that my four-year crush has zilch feelings for me, although he told me that he almost tried to court me. We were also the people least likely to be a couple. For one thing, I am taller than him by an inch, even taller if I tried to wear just an inch of heels. He is the analyzer, I go by my gut feel. I am spontaneous, he is the careful planner. I am the Moon, he is the Sun (that's our astrological signs.) We are unlike in so many ways, people thought our relationship would be short-lived. But as they say, unlike poles attract. And, well, you know the whole story.

Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you...

People are asking me if being in a long-term relationship is worth it. Especially for me, because he is my first boyfriend (and if things go smoothly, would be my last). My friends and I just had a girl talk recently about that. Is it really worth it if you pursue a serious, long-term relationship? Especially if you started the relationship early and young? Of course, there are advantages and disadvantages of this kind of relationship. Us, for example. We are not the lip-locking, hug-hungry, PDA-loving type of couple. Actually, we have what we call "baby steps" in our relationship, stages that we have gone through before we got to be where we at right now. And I think that is the reason why we manage to stay together for so long. We didn't hold hands after a month, we didn't really kiss after 3 months, and his mother didn't even know I exist until our fifth year of being together! For some people, this situation may be weird, even frustrating. But it worked for us.

We started going out when I was just 15, and he 16. And after all these years, we still have so many things to discover together. And we really have different personalities. I could be a bit childish sometimes, and he could be a pain when pissed off. But we always compromise, and  try to be sensitive to the feelings of the other party.

But sometimes, I can't help to think the possibilities if I am not with him right now. If I tried dating and meeting other people first before I settle down. And being in a long-term relationship requires patience, tons of it to be exact. Especially if your personalities are like poles apart, like we are. The pressure is also more pronounced, on how to make your relationship different and better each day, or else you'll end up in a routinary, boring union. Good thing we don't limit our relationship to just both of us. We still manage to spend time with friends, meet new people, without compromising our relationship. The rule of thumb is: both of you must know your limitations.

 

And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms ...

Of course, we do have plans of settling down. Right now, we're on the stage of planning our future. Both of us have stable jobs now, enjoying the financial and emotional freedom we so deserve. Looking back, I think being with him is worth it. The journey that we have been through makes this feat so sweet. Both of us have grown emotionally and psychologically together, but still, there is always a room for improvement. And I can't think of anybody else sharing memorable moments of my life but him. And I know that it's the same for him, too.

 

So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me ...

 

*this entry is for our seventh year anniversary this coming April 3. tehehehe! And the Norah Jone's song "Come Away with Me"? We watched it last Saturday! Norah rocks!!!*

 

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Hindi ko mahuli ang gustong sabihin ng aking pagkatao. Sa dami ng mga bumabagabag sa aking kamalayan, parang sasabog ang aking isipan, subalit hindi maipahayag sa pamamagitan ng panulat.

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Ayoko ng mabulaklak na salita. Nakakalokong basahin, parang pinipilit maging malalim ang mababaw na dahilan, magkaroon lang ng sinasabing "kahulugan" sa buhay. Maihahalintulad ito sa isang bato na binalutan ng gintong pintura, pinipilit magmukhang mahal ang isang basura, at parang gagong hinahangaan ng mga hunghang.

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Bilanggo sa rehas ng nakaraan...ang hirap isipin na ikaw ay nabubuhay sa kasinungalingan ng kasalukuyan dahil bihag ka pa din ng isang malungkot na nakaraan. Hindi maalis sa isip mo ang bangungot na naganap, anuman o sino man ang may kagagawan. Ang hirap ipagpilitan sa sarili na magsimula muli, sapagkat ito ay isang kalokohang hindi masikmura ng iyong pagkatao.

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Ako ay isang maskara, nagtatago sa likod ng isang mapanlinlang na mukha. Isang drama sa likod ng komedya ng buhay. Nakangiti sa aking mga manunuod, sa takot na makita nila ang luha sa aking mga mata. Sa saliw ng magulong musika ng buhay, ako'y nakikisabay sa indak ng kapalaran, hindi alam kung saan ito patungo.

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Paano ba masasabi kapag ang isang tao ay masaya? Kapag nakuha na niya ang limpak-limpak na salapi? Kapag nakapagpagawa na siya ng bahay na sa sobrang laki, naririnig mo na ang sarili mo? Kapag marami ka ng kotse, lupa, babae, bisyo? Ano ba ang sukatan ng kaligayahan?

Ang hirap sagutin. Kasi hindi tayo makuntento. Kung ano ang wala sa atin, yun ang gusto nating makuha. Kahit minsan, imposible na, sige pa rin. Pero pag nandiyan na sa harap mo, balewala na. Nakuha mo na eh, wala ng thrill. Kaya mangangarap ka na naman ng iba, yung sa tingin mo kailangan mo. Pero akala mo lang yun.

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Napanuod ko yung pelikulang Unfaithful. Eto yung tungkol sa isang pamilyang sinira ng isang tukso. Si babae ay isang maybahay. Masasabing ang kanyang pamilya ay perpekto, kung meron man nito. Kaso si babae, aksidenteng may nakilalang isang mala-Adonis na lalaki. Nagsimula sa tukso, nauwi sa kasalanan (kung kasalanan man itong maituturing). Naging isang mainit na tagpo ang naganap. Subalit ang lahat ng ito ay nauwi sa isang malagim na katapusan.

Naisip ko, ano kaya kung ako ang nasa kalagayan ni babae? May pagkakahawig kami ng sitwasyon. Matagal na siyang may asawa. Pitong taon na kami ng nobyo ko. Masaya ang kanyang pamilya. Wala akong problema sa nobyo ko, mabait at walang bisyo. Mahal nya ang kanyang asawa. Mahal ko rin siya. Pero katulad ni babae, pareho kaming hindi makuntento. Pero ang pagkakaiba lang namin, hindi pa dumarating sa punto na gumawa ng bagay na pagsisisihan ko bandang huli. O dahil hindi pa dumadating ang lalaking makakapagpabago ng buhay ko. Anuman yon, bahala na si batman.

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