This is my first entry for my online journal! (yeheey!) Love it! Hope I could always have an entry for my online diary, 'cause I'm in a great need of something to do! (hehehe!)

Honestly, I've been dreaming of having a diary since I was a kid. And believe me, I've always started this little project of mine for years, but sadly, all my efforts had come to waste... either my mom or my pesky, nosy sister gets hold of my precious inkblots. Or I just become so lazy or tired that I just have to stop writing altogether. Which is sad, because so many things have been going with my life right now, that it's a shame I do not have something to look back to...

But, as I said, I look forward in keeping my diary, and (keeping my fingers crossed! hehe!) log in here for my thoughts, insights, and whatever-I-have-in-my-mind kind of things! Tada for now!

Khaye,

Hey there! Been a long time since we talked. Yeah, I know, maybe you'll tell me that I'm always with you, seeing you everyday and everything. But it doesn't mean that you really know the person, right? Well, 'nuff said.

So, how are you? I mean, really? After all that has happened to you the past months, can you really tell me that you're okay?

Yeah, I know, the past months had been really rough on you. I mean, in the span of three months, you lost your first job (because of things that you should have avoided at all costs!), lost contact with your friends (whom I say are really special to you), found another one, (yeah, maybe not that big when it comes to financial aspect, but hey, you're really enjoying the people you're with!) and now you're adjusting with the hell-why-am-i-still-awake-in this-ungodly-hour shift. Kinda hard, but as I see it, you're handling it like a pro.

I have always told you that you are a survivor. Being young as you are, you have experienced bigger trials that nobody would ever dreamed of being in your shoes. But through it all, you have made the people around you proud on how you picked up the pieces of your life. And yeah, they look up on you, even if they don't tell you.

Just always remember the good things that happened to you. Man, you are blessed! You have a family (okay, let's admit it, sometimes they're kinda dysfunctional, but hey, they're still great!), a very stable relationship (you're on your 6th year, yey!), and friends who are always there for you.

Have to go now. But we'll still talk sometime. Always be here for you. Tada for now!

Your conscience,
Khaye

It's the last day of the work week (yey!), and I'm really looking forward in having a good day's rest, and at leats recharge my social life, which is very dull and boring for the past months!!!

Yeah, this is not me. I mean, before, I was used to go out at least twice a week. Especially when I was with my previous job, where my party meter would go up as high as every night! Now, it dwindled down to once a month! Talk about depreciation!

Right now, I'm still adapting to my new schedule, and my body is still adjusting my bioclock. And man, it's been hell!! I'm up from 11 pm to 7 am, and even though I'm dead tired, i can't go to sleep! Help, anyone?