I haven't been able to blog. It's because there is so much stuff that is been going on with my life right now that I don't know where to start.

Let's try the present: I am pissed off. Major. I don't know if it's because of the new environment that I am in right now (I am living independently since saturday, i'll talk about it a little later). It's just that I feel the cosmic balance is somewhat tilted at the dark side. I feel so sensitive right now. A simple, non-violent comment I would flare up like hell (well, discreetly that is). I don't know what's happening to me anymore. Is this post-menstrual syndrome? I'm going bonkers!

I don't know what's happenin' to me. Before, I update my tabulas on the average of one entry a day, sometimes going up to 4 entries a day. But now, it would take me days before I force myself to write here. But keeping a journal should not be a chore, right? It should be a free flowing of emotions that you want to express. It started when tabulas just had this bright idea of deleting my template that I painstakingly created. It was really a bad move, tabulas.

Anyway, tomorrow would be Valentine's Day. And people would be cramping all the malls, parks, motels and every imaginable open space that they could think of just to profess their love to their dates. And commercial establishments would really compete and go out of their way in wooing the crowd with their special discounts, gimiks and what-have-yous. I just can't really help but shake my head in this ever-commercialized celebration of Valentine's Day.

I'm not bitter, mind you. I do have a special someone. But I believe that Valentine's Day should be celebrated everyday, just like Christmas. I mean, these events are now being so commercialized we don't even know the essence anymore. Hell, even used to advertised their products by promoting a kissing fest disguised as a way for us to be a part of a world record! Tsk, tsk...

I vow not to write about the topic anymore, because it is so overused and passe. But I just can't help it. Oh, well.

Back to reality. I just had a blast with my high school friends yesterday, even though it's the same old crowd that I hang out with in over a decade already. It was just a spontaneous night-out, started with a text from Noime, then meeting at Max's for a quick dinner before heading off to Rhose's casa. As always, I requested Mau to concoct my favorite drink. It was his creation, the awesome drink is a mixture of rhum, vanilla coke, and four seasons. But yesterday, instead of four seasons juice, we mixed the powdered drink. And in lieu of vanilla coke, we just bought the regular coke then put vanilla flavor on it. It was still the best! I think I drank almost half of the pitcher!