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    Entries for March, 2005

    March 7th, 2005

    Ranting of the Moon Goddess

    Posted by wicked_moonlight at 10:44 AM on March 7, 2005.

    When I started this online journal, I promised myself that I would not miss any event in my life without entering it here and putting my cent's worth, however mundane it would seem. The important reason why I did this journal is to look back and read all these things that are important in my life. I feel so fulfilled and nostalgic everytime I read all the entries that I have in my journal, as if I would be back on the very day that happened in my life. Sadly, I wasn't able to fulfill my promise. And I am so frustrated I don't know where to start anymore. It's so hard to keep up, with all the things that is happening in your life every hour, every minute, every second. Like when the time that our team went to Puerto Galera. It was really a blast, with all my friends really having a great time. That was my first out-of-town with the team, and also my first visit to that fabled island. Here are some pics (provided by our official photographer, Yayen!) Batangas Pier ---the Batangas Pier, where our adventure begins!--- waiting at the pier ---waiting at the pier..--- can't wait ---excited! can't wait!--- skyline ---I see GOD's hands in His works...--- puerto galera ---Puerto Galera...ahhh, can't wait for the next trip!--- sun and sand ---sunbathing--- team shega ---Team Shega, bow!--- team shega1 ---another shot!--- pose ito ---Jay (all posed up!)--- pose ulit! ---and another one!--- FHM ---frustrated FHM model! hahaha!---



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    March 10th, 2005

    Aphrodite and Adonis

    Posted by wicked_moonlight at 10:34 AM on March 10, 2005.

    Moonlight bathed you as I watched you dancing your way towards me. Afraid that you are just a mere flicker of my hazed imagination, I reached for your hand. A surge of electricity flowed into my veins, awakening my body in its deep slumber.

    "Are you my Aphrodite?"

    "Yes, and you are my Adonis..."

    Slowly, our eyes meet. I longingly caress you with passion, thinking this might be the last time I'll be seeing your ethereal beauty. My hands slowly touches your flushed cheeks, your luscious breasts...

    I felt your lips touching mine, igniting the tempest inside of me. It delved deeper until our souls intertwined in ecstacy. And then silence...

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    March 16th, 2005

    Lost

    Posted by wicked_moonlight at 06:11 AM on March 16, 2005.

    I can't verbalize all the thoughts I have in mind.

    My mind is blank, and everything is blurred.

    I feel so lost.

    Currently feeling: tired

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    March 17th, 2005

    *An entry influenced by Norah Jones...(this is a long one)

    Posted by wicked_moonlight at 01:49 PM on March 17, 2005 as a stickied post.

     

    Come away with me in the night
    Come away with me
    And I will write you a song...

    It's really a mystery to me that, after all these years, I still love the same person I have loved seven years ago. People are baffled, my friends are envious and our parents are just trying to figure out when we will be tying the knot.  How many people are still together after seven long years of engagement? People tell me that this kind of relationship would only end up in two things: break-up, because we are so fed up with each other (harhar!), and marriage.

    I want to walk with you
    On a cloudy day
    In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high
    So won't you try to come ...

    Us is not an ordinary relationship. He just got bruised with his first heartbreak, and I just had a big realization that my four-year crush has zilch feelings for me, although he told me that he almost tried to court me. We were also the people least likely to be a couple. For one thing, I am taller than him by an inch, even taller if I tried to wear just an inch of heels. He is the analyzer, I go by my gut feel. I am spontaneous, he is the careful planner. I am the Moon, he is the Sun (that's our astrological signs.) We are unlike in so many ways, people thought our relationship would be short-lived. But as they say, unlike poles attract. And, well, you know the whole story.

    Come away with me and we'll kiss
    On a mountaintop
    Come away with me
    And I'll never stop loving you...

    People are asking me if being in a long-term relationship is worth it. Especially for me, because he is my first boyfriend (and if things go smoothly, would be my last). My friends and I just had a girl talk recently about that. Is it really worth it if you pursue a serious, long-term relationship? Especially if you started the relationship early and young? Of course, there are advantages and disadvantages of this kind of relationship. Us, for example. We are not the lip-locking, hug-hungry, PDA-loving type of couple. Actually, we have what we call "baby steps" in our relationship, stages that we have gone through before we got to be where we at right now. And I think that is the reason why we manage to stay together for so long. We didn't hold hands after a month, we didn't really kiss after 3 months, and his mother didn't even know I exist until our fifth year of being together! For some people, this situation may be weird, even frustrating. But it worked for us.

    We started going out when I was just 15, and he 16. And after all these years, we still have so many things to discover together. And we really have different personalities. I could be a bit childish sometimes, and he could be a pain when pissed off. But we always compromise, and  try to be sensitive to the feelings of the other party.

    But sometimes, I can't help to think the possibilities if I am not with him right now. If I tried dating and meeting other people first before I settle down. And being in a long-term relationship requires patience, tons of it to be exact. Especially if your personalities are like poles apart, like we are. The pressure is also more pronounced, on how to make your relationship different and better each day, or else you'll end up in a routinary, boring union. Good thing we don't limit our relationship to just both of us. We still manage to spend time with friends, meet new people, without compromising our relationship. The rule of thumb is: both of you must know your limitations.

     

    And I want to wake up with the rain
    Falling on a tin roof
    While I'm safe there in your arms ...

    Of course, we do have plans of settling down. Right now, we're on the stage of planning our future. Both of us have stable jobs now, enjoying the financial and emotional freedom we so deserve. Looking back, I think being with him is worth it. The journey that we have been through makes this feat so sweet. Both of us have grown emotionally and psychologically together, but still, there is always a room for improvement. And I can't think of anybody else sharing memorable moments of my life but him. And I know that it's the same for him, too.

     

    So all I ask is for you
    To come away with me in the night
    Come away with me ...

     

    *this entry is for our seventh year anniversary this coming April 3. tehehehe! And the Norah Jone's song "Come Away with Me"? We watched it last Saturday! Norah rocks!!!*

     

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